It’s Day 1 of 365 and I gotta say it’s gonna be wild. I feel like I’m going to take a couple of big risks that are gonna change the very course of my life; first being; Taking Beyoncé’s Advice and quitting my job.
Do I have a plan? Well, it’s nice to ask but I think I do. It’s something I’ve been pondering for the past two weeks and it’s been bogging me down. The last straw however was when I got awfully sick over the holidays and was forced to go to hospital. I called in to work and was harassed by a supervisor because they said I was probably pretending. Which is sweet of him to insinuate because imagine just how crazy I’d have to be to get pierced more than once just to prove a point. Well, they kept on doing it, you’re prolly thinking, “girl that’s not reason enough to do that.” But it didn’t stop there, they just kept going and now, here we are.
Am I freaked out? Well yes, in all honesty even if there’s a plan in place, it feels like one made on a whim, purely fueled by my passionately creative dreams and imaginings. The last time I left my job, I was quite ecstatic because there was a “sort of income” and only being “excited” by the possibilities of my company. However this time it’s “Do or Die.” It feels like I really have no option. It’s something the avoidant in me was loathing but you gotta do what you gotta do.
Last night I was talking to a friend about trying to come to terms with the play of capitalism and losing oneself in order to persevere and ultimately… win, but he said the system is against people like us. (oh did I tell you, he called me a hippie? no one has ever called me a hippie! 😆) So the next 364 days are really just for channeling this inner she that is confident and so rooted in her power, she has no room to second guess shit.
I pray to show up consistently not just for myself but also for you who is reading this. Week 1 is really for introspection and aligning all our goals and plans to sync for the month ahead as well the year in general.
My physical routine has almost deteriorated completely as I found myself slacking on my yoga, meditation as well maintaining my healthy stride.
I’m excited to embark on this journey with you and May it represent what my soul truly desires.








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